Graveyard Dirt: Two Worlds and In-between

But Can't

Thirsty, but can't drink. Cramping (just started period), but can't take medication. Tired, but can't sleep. Not hungry, but can't eat, anyway.

...I love rescheduling my life around a fucking medical test appointment. (Right now I just want a hot cup of tea, some pain medication and a goddamn nap but I have a "ph and manometry study" in just over and hour.)

(And then I come home fitted with a fucking tube in my stomach attached to a monitor for at least 24 hours.)

(I really, really wish I had slept better.)